Alice's smile

I came back home after a long time. I was so full of laughter I looked really happy in the mirror. And I saw Alice. I could see a new color for me that lived in blue or gray until now. It's orange. I was Alice 24/365 and didn't realize it because I didn't know the light. I'm a lucky girl. I don't know what luck means, but it feels like. It's like I'm back to my original self. If you close your eyes, you can see black. I told you I'd live my own universe in the black sky. But now I've come to think of this. Black, a bit stuffy and serious. So I controlled myself and eventually I caught me. I learned it was tears. I found the blue one and I was sad. Since my universe has a sun, I want to look for other colors. I don't know if the sun is hot yet. Because I've never been in a place. What should I do if I finish painting the universe? Is there anything else waiting for me or am I waiting for? To my time hurry up and run so I can see myself.